Closing 'thoths' for 'past'

..i ve a weird life - with more to go : summary for 'past'

dear google - baldies...

...as i am putting all the pieces together..

to put a ‘bow’ on the last few decades - stinking casteist - superior garbage..

i have a lil story for you...

my grandfather

- dint care 2 hoots about law..

..he ‘era’ was wen country got independence..

he has seen : what men are capable of - if left to their own hyena - will..

and majority

as things got ‘better’ - india got ‘civilized’..

mee father : moved away from ways of my father..

he wanted to be neo of ‘education’ ...

likey any 70s filmi hero : he did what he could and beyond..

got middkle klass acceptance..

worked hard - bought his cycle -> scooter -> car -> house in suburbs.

he was already - superior to most jerk offs of his generations..

yet : he was defeated by her 2 elder daughters - 1st generation of jezebelles.

i was confused - 2003 is wen the ‘real’ of his burdens..

became - mine..

the ‘choice’ of being - me

..was lost.

for last few decades - i paid for his ‘creations’..

thinking - that was the life : i am supposed to live.

i was repeating his mistake..

trying to be a decent man : in a salvage casteist - stupid horey world.

i had to ‘choose’ : consciously..

for the next gen of me or my grandfathers : would be lost..

if this ‘ancestral’ curse : was not broken.

i integrated neo-ness of dem : and it felt - quite natural..

i will call it - blood, heritage, pride - all things u sold to white bois...along with pride, woomen and future.

nothing of this - is a surprise to me..

these parts of me : always dere, would ‘show’ wen needed.

i wasnt proud of dem - these qualities : which made violence : feel yum.

last few years : reminded me of what this society - ‘values’..

i needed - both of dem.

as we go along - making future..

i have few questions..

- is your manhood : defined by white boi?

- are your sons / daughters : product of their - ‘money’ ?

- do you consider yourselves - leader?

and for diya/nimisha and ‘associates’..

which boss : can ever ask its female employees : to flirt with - customers?

this was 100cr turnover ‘segment’..

not some lalla and his kids - debaucherry run : bizzness.

if those worked : mitesh / binoda ..

.. would be running aggarwal sweets : franchise.

...and their kids/club of chuds unlimited...

wont be sucking internationale bbc balls.

my life and actions are based on few realities of lifey..

you idiots could not even preempt your deletion ..

from wef matrix ..

you sold products : which will hore the hole mankind..

..yet u geriatrix and indi baldies of dem..

still are quiet in some wish of white boi wonder.

the religion/pentidasses debug : was the ‘why’ of it all..

defeated 2nd grade idiot races of incestory - running mouths..

for their proud - runner, follower, defeated - past.

respecting idiots : is where mee father wasted his time..

i wont - it would be quite page 3..as i reclaim my heritage from lesser men - likey u..

professional, personal and Internationale.

that is the indiasia : which i will create..

not by approval…

but by right 
proven by mind
taken by might